Missing yuo..

I miss my grppyz...

Burden

Trouble this few days..
Things doesn't appear the way I expect..
Maybe I'm rushing for things..maybe I shldn't expect too much..maybe I shld not keep on thinking..but I can't..
I try my best..do anyone know..I try and try..guess no one know..
Its hard to find..hard to get..so what if I'm willing..after a month, I'm back to square one..
well, at least something..maybe I shld..
Clear some of it..at least I can breath alittle better..
Friends are good to me..this is obvious and I did appreciate them alot..I really thanks them from my heart..
Burden burden burden..I haf myself to blame..I know..I'm grumble..I admit..
Everyone is hard with their life too..no one is better I know..
Everyone haf their own concern, own burden..I also know..its just a matter they wanna to share it or not..
Maybe I shld be grateful at least I'm healthy with everything I shld haf on my body..I can see..can hear..can touch..can walk..the world is wonderful in its way..
At least I'm not suffering like those living in poor countries..
I'm so well-being until I care abt excess fats in me..
fortunate enuff to be living still..in singapore somemore...
A country with clean water..clean environment..but TAXES, FINES everywhere..
Arrghhzz..sickening..tot I dun pay TAXES..

Nightmare

My Gerger..
I managed to sleep early this few days but wake up early too..in the middle of the nite a 4plus..
Haf a terrible nightmare..especially at 7th month now..
Scary enuff to make me shiver and quickly woke up and on my light, my mp3..to keep some noise gg in my room..forcing pple to talk to me in msn to ease the horror..still feeling abit weird, keep turning my head ard to look at my own room..luckily I haf a dog to accompany me..
I'm just simply timid. I admit. No guts..

-gg to agent later to let her see my face..
-Took up a one week temp..Starting on monday and ending on friday..
-Went shopping with huihui..1st time window-shopping with her though we know each other so long. Trying clothes ard and just try only..
-Went hanging ard at the Pets' Station..saw a Yorkshire Terrier!A cute one born on 16/03/05. A pisces boyboy..carry him for quite sometimes until one of the staffs said it ate its own shits..I was like huh!!?!! ATE ITS OWN SHIT? omg..I returned it to Liping immediately..
-My god-bro, Dome called and said,"Jie, wru?" N "Jie, I call u back later, ah mah called." Hung up! coz Peiyi (we called her ah mah) called him.. (I was like ???? wtf..called me and asked wru den hangup)
-Still sick..down with running nose, coughing and sore throat..
-Mum wake me up just now to pass me some medicines..den I went back to bed after tooking them..well, I do love my mum..
-Stupid mum suddenly pushed open my door while I'm writing my blog..scare me off.. arrgghhzz..I cannot take it,mum! Your daughter me haf heart failure..Zzzz
-One of my friend, purpose of calling me is to ask me help him check soccer result.
Kind enuff to help the 1st time..and its came the 2nd, 3rd time..

Happy Birthday Huihui

Happy Birthdae Huihui.. Wish u all the best..

Went to her chalet at Costa Sands on sunday..
Having fun taking VIDEO this time round! All the jokers in ACTION!!
Going to ask my buddy to burn dat out as CD for us le!!
Memories!
Back from chalet today..
Coz
I was sick..
Terribly sick...
Nasty feeling..
sick sick sick..
argghhzzz

Wendy's Birthday On 18.08.05

Its Wendy's birthday!!
Had the celebration at my hse..its meant to be surprise for her..
hehe..coaxed her saying we wanna play mahjong and she came to my hse..
Can see she's touched..
hehe..

Arghhzz

Pissed off...

Opps,we did it again!

Opps, we did it again!!
Another Laughing session last night.
So fun!!
Laffing over Jj's heel stucked!
Laffing over Huihui's catwalk!
Laffing over Qaa comforting Jj!
Laffing over..well me over mashimaro BBq at the toilet bowl!
Laffing over Wendy's cute expression on the camera!
Laffing over Jj doing stunts infront of my mirror!
Laffing over Jj singing wo shi yi zhi xiao xiao xiao xiao niao! Ya! Jj again!!
Oh my God! I simply love 'em so much..
My Kaixin guo!

as usual

as usual, he see me online..he offline..
Hmm..I'm pondering why can't I juz simply delete his contact..
Guess I still want to see how's he gg on..
Did he get his punishment as such..
Well, I'm nt cruel or wicked when he's such a person..
maybe its take time for me to understand why such thingy simply juz happened..

This world is strange..we dun get wat we wanted..and always ended up differently..
Today Naiveguy told me,"when u meet the correct one, u will noe he's the one.."
And I told him maybe mine is still at the other end of the world..
Maybe there's no such person..
Sometimes human juz wan a shoulder to rest on, to haf to strength to carry on..
But its seem hard..
Like one of my fren said,"ur expectation is too high."
Its not..see ah..I myself dun look great, I'm nt dat good also, will I dare to expect from others? I dun..

Like my buddy is fortunate to found her correct man and starting a new life soon..
Another fren getting ROMM soon too..Happy for her too..
And I am like, still single..of coz not lonely as I haf my grppyz..
Juz dat late at night, I will think to myself, why I am alone..
And I wake up next morning feeling alright..
Guess I'm weird..
argghzz

A fun nite spent at Void desk!

It was so fun taking photos again n again n again n again n again..
Fun fun fun fun fun fun til the MAX!!
We took so mani photos!!
It was like wat my grppyz said, if we took 100 photos per day..we will have..365,000 photos per yr and if we're gg to develop all our photos..it will cause us our whole month pay!

We laff non-stop at our stupid eh.. Imagination.. Haahaa..
Well, if u haf a grppyz like I do, I guess u will be smiling to urself everyday like I do!!
Perhap pple might said, "Pls get urself a life! Dun u think u r wasting ur time away doing nothing everyday with ur friends!!"
C'mon, I don't want my life to be black n white when I grow old without any happy memories..without any happy thingy to tell my kids or ever grandchildren if I manage to sell myself off to a "unknown guy" in my life..

Wait, I suddenly tot of huihui's QIANG BI and my buddy's QIANG BI-to-be..
Oh my God! Hui's wall is full full full full full full of our grppyz pics!! Terribly alot lor..
But it was like..HAO MEI..HAO MEI..HAO MEI WOR!!

Imagine my face, her face, my buddy face, qiang aiai face, keai de guoxing..sweet sweet de Jj..so mani mani mani mani mani..
hahahaaa..

Grppyz, wo shi yuan lai yuan lai yuan lai yuan ai ni men le!! Ni men shi wo de sheng ming! wo de quan bu!!

Hmm..

Its early in the morning and I still can't sleep...
Guess I miss my grppyz too much..
Din get to meet them on a sat night..abit weird..
Nvm..tonight I will surely get to see them..

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Juz now a guy called Ryan asked me..."how long u take to understand a person..?"
Hmm..I noe my buddy for almost 16yrs and I dun even dare to say I understand her to the fullest..Maybe surface understanding, there is..

Human's hearts are nt easy to understand when at times, I dun even understand myself..
I dun even know why I did certain things and why I choose this but not dat..
My thinkings change now and den..
Maybe today I said I love to drink green tea..few yrs later, I might love to drink MILK?
*coz I dun drink milk..
Or rather I said I love someone now..next moment, I discovered I don't..
I don't even get myself ...can u get me?
see..wat am I saying right now..seem I'm sprouting nonsenses..
I dun even know wat am I thinking...
Maybe..I crave for someone to love me..
Maybe..I just love being loved..
Maybe..I feel lonely right now at 6plus in the morning when everyone is asleep..and I dunno wat to do..
Maybe..I nid my buddy!!
Buddy, wake up pls.. I miss u so much...

Chalet at moi hse!!

I tied this for my buddy and she said," I think u better stick with ur display design instead of make up artist.." well..I havent show my real skills yet okie!!

Morning 6plus and we were still so active!!

Jj on my bed with my feet!! She was the joker of the night!! So HYPER!!

Happy National day!

It was a fun day again!
And guess what! We all wear RED! RED u know!
We're singapore..we're singapore..singaporean!!
Jj,hh and me were late though!

But the ktv extended and we only pay $16 each! +which I expected abt $20plus each..
Anyway we realli enjoyed ourselves, especially hh I guess..
Beginning she told me she wanted to go back straight after the ktv to acc her mum..
In the end, she stay til the end of our day!
I asked her issit becoz we're so fun dat's why u decide nt to go home le..
She laff and said,"ya..i nv expected it to be so fun!"
I'm glad she enjoyed herself..

++Guess she understands why we like to go KTV so much le..
Well she's happy today too as she managed to see her dream-MAN!
Manage to find her dream-MAN's stall after kai leaded the wrong way and settled down for our dinner finally.. Poor Wendy was so hungry! She ate 3 bowls of rice..

we ate $104 + $9.80 for our dinner! But once in awhile la..National day ma! Haha..
Celebration u c!
We continued our day to PARKLANE for billard though we only stay awhile..at least I managed to play one game..Contented!



And we ended our day by taking bus home..
And I'm here writing blog as I can't slp..too HYPER le..
Thanks Grppyz..
I simply love yuo!!

范逸臣- piano

范逸臣- piano

白键是那一年
海对沙滩浪花的缱绻
黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间海岸线
你的泪 我的眼
模糊天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴
尘封在回忆
任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起钢琴
偶尔哭泣
那些 零乱 片段
如果爱还能再重来我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次琴盖打开便有歌来自大海
如果爱已不存在
我希望有一段精彩让回忆有所感慨
白键是现在我哀悼昨天成全你改变
黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再弹一遍
手指却只听见
你的道歉

--Dandan lee simply juz fall in love with this song--

May lord forgive ur sins?

I guess some pple juz tot they just simply did something wrong and ask their lords to forgive them. In the 1st place when u know its wrong, why u still do it? You haf the cheek to ask your lord to forgive u?
Amazingly I found this sentence, " May the lord forgive all my sins, those that I commit and those that i commit unwittingly.."
Kinda of "well done".
Is your request being forgiven?
Sometimes in real, if u really feel u let someone down or rather u feel dat u r wrong, apologise to dat person..seeking ur lord to forgive u will help dat person u hurt to feel better or rather help u to plead for lord's forgiven too?
Well, I guess u r juz damn selfish. You just want yourself to feel guilt-free,isn't it?
I really tot u r a nice person in the 1st place. A person who is understanding..
A person who can share unhappiness with..heh..
Well, I guess my degree has increased. I need a newer spectacle again!
I can't see! I can't see u r a JERK!
Actualli I'm nt angry over this matter anymore..But But But
BUT..ur message juz pissed me off!
" May the lord forgive all my sins, those that I commit and those that i commit unwittingly.."
Go ahead and plead for ur forgiveness bahzz..
I still tot we still can be friends if u called me up.Let the past be the past.
But But But..
I was really damn f**king pissed by ur so-called forgiveness from ur lord..
So..........
U R totally out of my life right now!
Thanks god for letting me know u, Mr JERK!
Really appreciated it..and pls dun send another JERK to my life.
Its suck!

My Spectacle..

Oh yeah! My new spec!! Cool right!! I love it!

knock off le..

What a day!
Knock off at 3.45am..
Not tired tot..
And I'm home..at 4.00am..
Finished bathing at 4.15am..
Writing my blog at 4.20am..
Ending it at 4.21am..
Nitezz..

Hmm..

This week I'm on nite shift.
Bored week.
Nothing much happened.
As usual, I hang out with my grppyz..almost everyday!
Monday we went KTV!
Tuesday we din meet up but i met up with 2 of my long long time friends!
Wednesday Qiang aiai and jj came to my workplace!
Thursday Qiang aiai and my buddy came to my workplace! +_+
Friday we're meeting too! haha! but haven't decide where to go as I knock off abt 3am...which is quite late also..hope there's won't be a crowd so dat I can go bk earlier abit like...2.30am? hehe..Joanne pray hard hard... =_=
Maybe my buddy will say,"No differ lor, still late!" she ahz, juz dun like to stay at my wrkplc..but today she did something surprise!She actually play 1 & a half games! Maybe in near future, we will share another common interests ahz!

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Hmm..okay..I dunno what's he up to..
Why he bothered to sms me good nite smses..?
Maybe he tot by doing this...his lord will forgive his sins?
If he really think so, he's not juz a jerk, but a naive jerk!
Anyway, I'm almost there. Throw him out of my life..

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Ahem, I admitted I'm old le. I can't take shift work le...tiring..
My manager asked me ytd,"Joanne,are u serious working here?" This is dued to 1 day MC..hmm,I guess ah..they scared I MIA.....and its abit like, wo de rice bowl bu bao!
So I juz sent out my resume to apply for new job. Of coz I hope to get the job and this time round, my dear jj is working there, so I can see her everyday le!
But this is not my 1st time sending resume to her company. The other time round, my buddy werk there too. No response from HR at all.
Wish me good luck ya! Hope I can go back to 8 to 5 job..

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6.27am...my buddy and qiang aiai still sleeping soundly on my bed..and my qiang aiai suddenly woke up at 6.28am to go toilet! hehe..guess I too noisy le..Typing and listening to "I believe by fan yi chen" now..
zhao zhao zhao yin u c..

Post one last pic here!!


My Buddy, Qiang aiai n Jj..

Funny Nite

Ytd was a funny nite lahz..suddenly my exs appeared.
1st, raymond called and chatted with me..
Next Pengsum met up with me..
Hmm..August was like a month for me to catch up with ex-boyfriends..
So funny..

Retro ley!!

Jj was so excited over this dunno wat car when we ended our dblo trip at the car-park! Decided to take photos with no souls around!

Qiang aiai N Zhen ni hua!~

They are juz so fun to be with!!
You won't understand de..haha

more pics

Our dear Cute Kenny!! He is Cute right??

another one

Cute right? My grppyz of frenz..like my buddy said,"Irresistible Grppyz!"

slipperz

Slipperz! This pic brings me back memories! Still remember we were so excited over the new slippers we bought!!