haha

Ytd I went out excitedly with my new hairdo trying to show my grppyz..who knows!
They find me ACTING CUTE! They even ask me to sit away from them as they cannot stand me acting cute anymore..
Oh pls..grppyz..I am born to be cute hao ma! Lolz..
U can't imagine hw bad they were. One of them pushed my head away from his eye contact distance..one of them used her hand to cover her eyes so dat she can't see me..another one juz sat there and look and me and keep smiling..its actualli AN XIAO!
Pple!Accept the fact! I'm born to be CUTE! hehez
But I really get very excited over my new hairdo and of coz my Avril Lavigne IN the CAR!!! Singing aloud make me so HIGH and of coz its a way for me to de-stress..
At least, its work for me..some songs lyrics hurt..but this is the way things happened..Gotta accepted!
well, i will maintained my weirdo Looks!!
hehe..Yoyozz

My new haircut!

Guess what?
I cut my hair ley!
Haha..Look Like a dumbo NOW!
Actually I was quite fed-up with the hair-stylist who cut my hair juz now.
I told her I don't want it too short, den she keep saying,"No..no..its not short..don't worry..after u wash ur hair, its will look nice.."
Arghhzz..at dat moment, I feel like struggle her to death..
But..but..haha..
When I reach home and wash my hair le, its realli look much beta..but I'm still unhappy abt my fringe being chop off so much.. -_-"
Next to do is to DYE my hair..hmm..to PINK?
haha!
Trying hard to look like weirdo!
I haf my new spectacle done today too! Haha..Going to collect it next week when I get my pay.Well,I muz make a new spectacle as my current broke into half..
Dunno who is dat idiot who step on my spec or rather SAT on IT!!
Hai wo yao WASTE $$ when I don't even haf so much $$ to WASTE!
But But But hor, I love my NEW SPECTACLE!
haha! Coz I look like an idiot with it on!
Dat's my purpose! A dumbo haircut with a Weirdo Spectacle! Yeah! Cool!!

*****Weirdo ah Ngoh ROXxxx*****

wow..

wow.. a friend called me just now and told me she has LIAN AI de Feel-ling!
She's just so cute..
Its time for her to find someone good and get on with life le lahz..
Its HIGH TIME my dear!
P/S: Ahem, ahpiao, I never talk abt love hor..its love of pple now!!

Quote of the day : If you can't pleased the world, pleased yourself.

I did..Today is my OFF day and I spent my day sleeping away..Waste? well,I can't please the world..I just nid to dote on myself abit..maybe its a SIN to my ex..
Pervert pple don't understand the enjoyable of sleeping I guess..

Okay..Let me imagine tomorrow nite..Hope its will be fun! Its been long our grppyz have not been out for CAR-RIDE le..Getting excited!
-Get ready CDs ++Avril Lavigne++ Oh yeah!!
-Buy Drinks so dat we won't nid to stop now and den to Petrol kiosk I guess
-Handle your own safety with seatbelt. *driver reckless*
-Go smell chickens' SHITS again? (haha..Yuckz)
-KTV maybe? *Nid discussion*

Actually I don't care wea we are heading to..as long as we are together..
Our Bond is STRONGER den you can imagine!!
ok..la...
See anyone will call me later to talk to me to bed...
I nid a listener!
haha..
Luv Luv Luv,
Bendan Mei mei mei ngoh..
-_*

ok lah

Ok lahz..Got pple complaint abt my blog alreadi..saying my recent posts were all abt Love Love Love..

K lahz.. HE will get out of my life from today onwards!
No more love story..
No more...............................................

Neighbour, if its all white, its alright, isn't it?
But too bad, I'm not white.. =(
Jerkkkkkkkkkkking before work ya Neighbour?
haha..

****sleepy mode On*********

wed night

Sometimes, I sit and wonder why humans are so emotional..guess maybe I am one of those who will get upset easily by things around. I read sad story, I feel sorry for it..I watch a touching movie, I might cry over it and the plot might be on my mind for a few days. I tend to look back of my past and hope for certain thingy in the past will come back..but its never did.

I dream of alot of the impossible. I give myself hope and maybe I just give myself hope but not chance..dat's me. I just dunno how to grab thing at the right time.

I start to realise, if you want people to be frank with you, you have to do it first. So I'm glad I did dat and I get care and concern back which I admit I need these 2 C alot right now.

I want to apologise to my friends if I behaved weirdly nowadays...Mood swings ya..I guess I'm always doing the wrong thingy. I really hate my brain..its damn useless. I like to tease my buddy for being forgetful but I myself often forget to bring my brain out. You see hw terrible it is.

I'm feeling sad again..Damn it!
I wish ..I wish upon ...upon to remove the emotional side of me right now..
I wish ..wish upon the happy dandan to come back.. Saddy joanne pls get lost!!

Get lost! Understand?!?

haiz

Today I finally bring my courage to sms him le..
But he din reply me..
Hmm..my fren said I shld tell him how I feel straight..
But I juz dun dare to.
What if he don't feel the same as me..
Tot I know its not point dragging when he actually don't..
Give me some time I guess..
I just nid time to build the courage..
Or maybe he will MIA soon..
Or maybe I ... I also dunno..
*LOST*

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Okay! Qaa and Jj were funny lahz!
Take bus 51 to Jurong east interchange den take MRT to Lakeside den walk home when there's bus 335 to change and can reach home directly..
Well, romantic walk I guess!
Hahaha..
Its seem nothing funny but my buddy and I juz laff it off non-stop!So funny!
we are MAD!!

declaration!

well......

I'm quite vexed over certain thinggy.

well......

I guess I like someone.
but I don't know what he take me as.

well......

I try to talk to him.
but don't know what to continue after a question.

well......

I miss him.
but he don't know.

well......

I said I don't want a boyfriend right now.
but he appear.

well......

I want the impossible to be possible.
but its impossible.

well......

I want to sleep to forget.
but only beers can, at least awhile.

Horoscopes!

Libra & Pisces

When Libra and Pisces come together in a love affair, theirs is a congenial and even-tempered romance. These two Signs are very compatible, making for a truly smooth-sailing love affair. Both Signs are attuned to life's aesthetic side, but they also have much to offer one another: When Pisces gets lost in a fantasy, Libra can apply that Libran proclivity for balance to help get Pisces back on track, and Pisces can return the favor by helping Libra see the beauty in love and empathy. This is an honest partnership that values truth and harmony in itself and in the world.

Libra and Pisces make great friends as well as lovers. They understand one another: Both can be indecisive and tend to work in multiple directions at once. Problems between these two are rare, but Libra can at times be too mentally manipulating for Pisces. Sometimes they can also stop mid-action due to both of their indecisive natures; if these two work on a project together -- either their love relationship or something else -- it can be difficult to get it to move forward. If these two do have an argument, they do tend to forgive and forget quickly: Libra abhors conflict and will do almost anything to avoid it, and Pisces possesses great empathy and can forgive out of understanding for their partner's position.

Libra is ruled by Venus (Love) and Pisces is ruled by Jupiter (Luck) and Neptune (Illusions). These Signs are quite compatible due to the feminine energies of Venus and Neptune working in tandem. Under Jupiter and Neptune's rule, Pisces is intensely meditative, philosophical and internal. Under Venus's influence, Libra is in love with love. Libra is the Sign of Partnership and always is more comfortable when in an intimate love affair.

Libra is an Air Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. These two Signs together combine their heads and their hearts to solve all problems -- a winning combination. The best decisions are made with both the emotions and the intellect; this relationship tends to be extremely flexible and progressive. When problems occur, however, the communication breaks down between Libra and Pisces. Libra, who can at times be mentally manipulative, may give Pisces ""the silent treatment."" In this partnership there's always an undercurrent of friction but neither partner will ever truly be the leader. Although they may disagree often, their differences of opinion don't last long. Their only real trouble may result from their tendency to slow down to the point of stopping when they get together.

Libra is a Cardinal Sign and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Libra comes up with new ideas and starts new projects and Pisces is happy to go along with them, taking any role ""assigned"" them. If these two take on a project other than their love relationship, they will work well together; both are outwardly modest, and Libra likes a bit of recognition while Pisces doesn't mind the passenger's seat. Also, if Libra generates a new idea but then suddenly loses interest (as sometimes happens), Pisces doesn't mind switching directions as well.

What's the best aspect of a Libra-Pisces relationship? Their mutual interest in helping individuals and the world around them. They are well-matched in their enthusiasm, energy



Virgo & Pisces

What's the best aspect of the Virgo-Pisces relationship? It's their shared love of structure and art. Aesthetics are important to both partners, and they share a love of the finer things in life. Their similar tastes and loves make theirs a relationship of great balance.

Both Signs dote on and adore one another. They strive for a harmonious relationship and are very accepting and sympathetic people. Virgo can help Pisces fulfill dreams and ambitions and give them the tools they need to turn ideas into reality. Virgo will provide a solid, steady base for the more emotional and intuitive Fish. On the other hand, Pisces offers a gentle touch, kindness and an emotional depth that Virgo appreciates. Virgo is interested in material comforts and at times cannot understand the simplistic attitude of Pisces. Their life's aspirations can be very different. Once they can accept and overcome this difference, and learn to combine their energies, theirs will be a very rewarding relationship.

Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Pisces is ruled by Jupiter and Neptune. When Mercury and Neptune come together a beautiful spiritual connection is made. Together, they represent an idealistic partnership. Pisces is also ruled by Jupiter. This adds a yang energy to the combination and represents philosophy, expansion and excesses. This trio brings excellent communication, empathy, imagination and creativity to the relationship.

Virgo is an Earth Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. Generally the two are very compatible, as both Water and Earth are real, tangible things. Pisces, as a Water Sign, is born to connect humankind, and when they come together with Earth there is not a stronger natural bond. Virgo may have a more stable view of life than their partner. They can help their lover ground that poetic Pisces nature. But too much of a good thing can turn to mud if both partners aren't careful. Pisces's flightiness may annoy Virgo, and Pisces may in turn feel that Virgo is too scientific. But it will be easy for them to find a way to work around these disparities.

Virgo and Pisces are both Mutable Signs. Both like to move from one arena to another as the feeling takes them. They each are continuously inspired and assisted by one another, forming a cyclical ring of new ideas and a steady stream of excitement. Conflict rarely arises between them, and when it does it quickly resolves itself. Both partners have learned the fine art of compromise.

What's the best aspect of the Virgo-Pisces relationship? It's their complementary and harmonious attitude toward one another. The overall empathy and commitment these two Signs value in a relationship is what will keep the ties strong and long lasting. Everyone will be envious of their devotion to one another, as well as to their friends and the community.

I also dunno wat happened..

Hmm..this week haf been a thinking week for me..
Alot of things on mind..
Some solves..some non of my business..some unsolves..seek advices but with different aspects..
There's way to get answer if I bother to ask..but I dunno how to open my mouth and ask..

Qoute of the day I sent out to my buddy and huihui today:
Dun expect people to know what you want and what's on ur mind when u don't even bother to let them know.

Well, I want people to know how I feel but the feeling haf been told to the people but not the person who can give me answer..

Simply Typical Pisces u c..
Hide true feelings..
Too sensitive...

Okay..maybe..maybe..maybe..
I will have the answer soon..or maybe I can live without the answer.


****************DON"T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW******************

Tired..

Oh my god..Night Shift is so tiring......
Suddenly I love Morning Shift..

Yawnz..
Yawnzz...
Yawnzzz....
Yawnzzzz.....

checklist

1. Jj keep forgetting to ask her mum abt my hair which its could grow long enuff to strangle her.
2. Jennet ignored me bcoz she feel dat I dun care abt her.
3. Qiang aiai feeling vexed but I can't do much to help.
4. Huihui not free to meet me today for lunch.
5. Buddy dunwan to tell me where she is at now.
6. Ytd very excited at Bukit Timah. Abit High.
7. Catch up with frenz but being stopped by buddy questioning me with lots lots of questions.
8. They're gg for the movie tonight but I can't go.
9. My hp low-batt.
10.My Computer is infected with virus.
11.My IC is NOT with ME when I din even realised it until Wendy told me it is with her!
12.My brother went KL for Compeition.

Kpo Queen!

Budd....Budd...Buddy ahz....
Dun be so KPO lahz..
If you participle in the KPO-est Queen Hor..
You surely surely surely win!!
haha..

I will surely surely surely tell u when its TIME!
Be Patient..be it the ending is sad or happy...
You will get to know the truth....
Truth u know?
haha!
Yeah!
The Truth!!

Yawnz..

Tml I'm on night shift....hmm..although I like night shift..but the thoughts of friends are going out...I juz can't help it to feel miserable..

Hope they will come and find me tml at my workplace..tot I can't play with them but at least I see them..haha..

well, actually I started to feel there's problem arising with my grppyz le..one of them can't figure out wat he wanted from life and mentioned wanna MIA from us..

One of them feel dat she shld stop coming out so often with us as she said,"Its kinda of torturing to stay out late almost everynight.." But I guess I noe the real reason..

One of them look moody at times when we come out..especially when the girl he like neglect him..

As for me, when I start to work, I seldom join them too..I wanna join but sleep is important to me right now...I can't afford to stay out late and din turn up for work the next day again..



NiTeZz..
*SnoreZ*

WUBAI~

Look like Wubai hor!!
haha!
wubai wubai wo ai ni!!

Billard!

Billard Saloon!
Well..I love to play Billard..this pic was took during the game!
My buddy listed us as..The Crappy Group!
hehe..
Today I am gg to the ktv..happy but sad..
Tml nid to work..sat ley!!
Haiz..

Well..Contented!

Hmm..get to see a long long ago friend..Guess its been more den 3yrs, 4yrs I nv see him..
He look still the same but maybe his character changed..well, I'm not sure as we din chat much.
But somehow or rather, I'm contented enuff to see him and know he's well, fine, good, alive and kicking..what can u expect more den this in life?

Tot this time meeting might to be 1st after so mani yrs or last..but this doesn't matter to me anymore. I just want to know he is happy with his current life and well, wish him all d best. Guess this is all I can do...

Heez..juz a friend, yet so emotional ya..?
Maybe my buddy understands what's on my mind..

Friends, maybe its time to treasure those u loved ard u...u dunno when u r gg to lose them..

Yi Jian Zhong Qing

Life is so strange..I start to begin to believe in Ri Jiu Sheng Qing..but to me, this feeling is like a mini-crush which doesn't last long..

Hmm..guess Yi Jian Zhong Qin is more to my style !! haha.. I Love to fall in love u c..
haha..

The person I love most now is Lek Gek Ngoh!!
But I guess we can't be together le..coz she's married..
Haiz...

Guess I won't get marry le..
Life is so saddening..