Different Perspective..

Hmm..I got feedback from guys saying they were hurted by gals also..they wanted to commit but gals juz run away..

I dunno how true..but I guess its could be true as this kinda of things r fair enuff..Guys cheated Girls' feeling and some girls help to take revenge..

But pls lahz..this apply to myself too..Choose properly, Open Eye Big Big..dun jump into r/s too fast..

This is what I realised after failure n failures in r/s..I am learning too...
But Love can't control...
Love isn't so wonderful but so mani pple r willing to jump into it..its sure haf its own charm..

Marriage? Crazy?

Hey, just now while I was on my way home sitting on dat stupid bus with so many pple toking toking toking..I suddenly think why god create LOVE..

Why do we nid to love? Ain't LOVE just abt being together..having sex?
Come on, issit this wat the MODERN guys are thinking now? So called," FLING"
Ha..Interesting nahz..

Okay. Let's talk abt the purpose of getting marry. Are you sure u can marry to a person and face him/her more than 20yrs..having kids, worryin abt kids' education..family BILLs..all $$$$$
Are you sure you wun look for short term r/s without commitment to get the feeling of honeymoon Love again?

Ask yourself, even if u wun and stay so faithful to your life partner, will your partner do so too?
Never read on newspaper? Never see how husband killed the wife for bringing so called "green hat" to him?

Why want to tolerate yourself getting marry and realise he/she have an affair outside ?
Den cry n cry n cry and den wan to die lahz..wan to divorce lahz..

Tell you guys, save the problems..DO NOT STEP INTO THE COFFIN YOURSELF!
Actually is I don't trust Love anyway..to me, Guys approach you is not becoz they wan to make frenz with u..its all about SEX..sex...sex...sex...

I finally realised..

I haf been working for a few days le..hmm...I realised wat kind of job I'm looking for..This is the one..I enjoyed serving those patients..assisting them to the fullest with my wonderful care and concern deep from my heart..hehe

Its really a community serve job which I don't feel that I'm working..more like..hmm..going to a place to have fun and let people make my day..

Maybe I just start where I can't find the stress yet..as times go by, I will get to know more and more about my job..and who know..I might go into Nursing..and get myself a Diploma in it and become a Staff Nurse!! My dream lahz..dun bother about me lahz as I always change my mind..Coz I am still a "ART" person.. ahem..I love ARTS...

Since I start on this job..i haven't been online..Guys, I misses u all so much..but I simply just don't have the time to really chat like before..after a long day at work..I am half dead when reach home and sleep around 10plus..which mean i don't have time to go exercise too..hahaha

Don't be surprise to see me become fatter.. =)
Anyway, I don't mind at all..coz I want guys to like me bcoz of my character not LOOKs..tot I dun haf anyway.. bleahz..

Merry Christmas In advance in case I didn't update my blog until den...
Stay Cool Guys..muackz..

Application for the Position of Patient Service Asst..

Wow..its so amazing..I finally found a JOB!!
You can't imagine how happy I was when I recieved the call from NUH..

She said," Morning Joanne, this is calling from NUH. We're offering you the position of PSA and can you start work on Tuesday...." I wasn't listening anymore..hehe..I was already flooding up into the air at dat moment..too happy to actually pay attention to wat she trying to tell me..until she said," Do you have anything to ask me?" Den my soul came back...hhahaha..

I actualli smsed alot of my friends telling them the good news! Too happy le lahz.. dun blame me to those I did actually sms u!~

Oh my God! I tot I blow up the interview when they said,"You have ur Hp no with us rite?"...I said," Yes. Its written on my resume." And they actually said,"Thanks for coming."

I called my best friend immediately after the interview..I told her every questions they shot at me..and I was inside the interview room for 45mins..My best friend said chance of getting is high..but I just lack of the confident..BUT ...BUT hor.. I DID IT!!

Too excited..so sorry.. Bleahz..

Marina..

MARINA is a place I frequent quite often..its actually old CANTO.. People used to think the crowds there r mainly ah lians and ah bengs..which is wrong.. entry age is 18 for girls..23 for guys.. hmm..Guys there majority r in their mid 20s to 30s...

Anyway, I just want to say..the WAITERs there are YANDAOs!! hehe..
I get to knw this waiter by the name or Kelvin..he's so cute..so sweet looking..
But hor, I dun dare to tok to him....but whenever I go there, I will make sure I stares hard at him until the guys next table to me also notice me looking at the waiter and smiles smiles at me..
so Paiseh..but hor..he really YANDAO..
Me droolz.......

Love is not a game...

Games..

Dat day I was chatting with an irc friend regarding Love matters... coz me shi lian le...feeling quite sad dat particular day.
He was saying I chosed the wrong player in my game.. Actually is..I played game too easily without reading the manual. I should have sit aside, read the manual carefully before I start playing the game..
At times, I want to continue playing with my board of game..but the player just play it without heart and parted the game without me getting prepare..Or rather, I jumped into this particular game and found out I dunno how to play and left the player staring at the board of game sadly..
Maybe this is the way game goes..
some give up easily, some play it recklessly, some play it with wholehearted, some simply play many games at one time?
I tell myself, I am not gg to join a game just becoz someone invite me to.. Losing the game hurts...its really hurt..
The last game I haf: The player said he's not ready for game yet!
So why beginning he invited to his board of game?
Nahz..Fun to see me devote myself into the game and he happily brush off his chess and said bye bye..
Recently, there's a guy I knw him through friend during clubbing..he's been inviting me to his board of game..but I guess I won't want to play this game..I am scare of playing games le..

So Guys, how urs game with ur player? ?
Give me some advices on Love Matters pls..I am lost...............................................................

Halloween..

This yr was the 1st time I celebrated Halloween! It was so fun dancing myself away when stoopig FIGHTS actually happened... That scene was so remarkable !! Dat fellow juz took up a chair and threw it at another guy! WOW!! My eyes were wide open staring at them..haha..FIGHTS..Childish enuff but guess its nice to haf extra programme for a Halloween Nitez. No one really dress up for the Nitez, so different when I heard friends saying about Zouk~ Mani of them dressed up "beautiful" enuff to scare people off..haha..Guess its kinda of FUN too.

We have this planning for next yr Halloween! Dressing up 11 of us, 1 as Priest and the 10 as zombies..with a bell..ring ring ring jumping into ZOUK..sounded interesting hor..

I learnt a New WORD too. SARONG GERS! which explaint as, those GERS who go for ANG MOHS only. Hehe.. why ahz? Wat so interesting abt ang mohs? eh..bigger? haha.. or they are durable?? Should u guys find out for me and solve my question marks?? *Bleah*