Recently I'm pondering alot on this issue, Death. It seem very scary. I know it will happen to everyone sooner or later, but I just can't accept that I will have to leave everyone around me eventually.
Before I fall asleep, this will be on my mind, automatically.. Thinking about what if one day I left suddenly .. what if I fall ill and left... alot n alot...
I don't know why I can't stop thinking about this.
Am I going crazy? Or am I too afraid to leave?
I guess I'm just being over-reacting.. So called... kan bu kai..
If that day come, help me to tell my parents, my hubby and my son, I love them and ask them not to sad as I can't bear to leave too..
And all my friends, I love u all too..
