Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Stop, I say!


I just dunno wat are you trying to do...
Ok! pls stop right there!
Don't come near me!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, May 29, 2006

Existence of Love..

Remember when I was at the age of ten, I already know the feeling of liking someone.

That was my 1st time.

He was the tallest guy of my class.
He has a wide mouth, which mean wide smile and a pair of small little eyes.
He loves to talk.
Yes, talkative, mischievous child who teachers always like to scold.
Weird enough, this kind of kids attracts attention more than those well-behaved ones.

I remembered I used to stare at him in class.
I don’t really talk to him much as I was shy then.
Even if he talked to me, I will hide away.
Plus, I looked awful at that time, even though I don’t look any better now.

I don’t remembered who is his holding hand partner, but if there were to be an absentee, he would be beside me, holding my hand.
The excitement I had, till today I still remembered.
Yes, Kids’ time.

Since young, I already know how to act steady, act cool.
I don’t react to him that, “ Hey, I like you! ”.
I belong to that kind in school who secretly like someone till end of school life.
Secret Admirer type I was.

Maybe if I have the chance to bump into him now, I might tell him I actually like him before. Guess this is going to scare him off.
Too bad, I never see him then since I entered secondary school.

Today, I think of why would I like him back then, I still can’t figure out the reason.
Just like my buddy like “008” during primary school time, I guess she couldn’t explain why too.

Parents showered their love to us.
We love our younger brothers and sisters.
Den we start to love someone who is know as your boyfriend or girlfriend.
After which, we love our family, our children, our grandchildren and even pets.

This is so amazing.
So love is with us since childhood.
Did anyone ever realize that love exists the moment we came into this world.
I belief, love will be with us till the day we leave this world peacefully.

God bless and love everyone on earth…
Yes, God will.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

From this moment


From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start

You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live I will love you,
I promise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give

From this moment I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Friday, May 26, 2006

Vitamin B Forte

Dued to the stress I'm facing all this while..
I decided to seek a doctor for some treatment.. mentally or physically..
That was yesterday.

Today I took the Vitamin B Forte that the doctor prescribed to me...
and well, I have been suffering from this stomache from 1 plus til 5.00pm....

Upon thinking I took nothing which would caused the stomach aching, I decided to check what is the function of Vitamin B Forte and found out..................

Item Description
B complex forte is a specially blended formula designed to assist with energy production in the body. It is also known to support the nervous system. B complex forte formula can also assist with healthy digestive and heart function.

Arghhz,,, Healthy digestive.....
Faintz...

Monday, May 22, 2006

Moon river..

I sensed the emergency siren. It was getting nearer and nearer that a cold shiver occurred never before.

I looked around and realized there was no one to help me. Panic, terrified I was running as fast as I could, seeing no end ahead I stood.
Energy was not with me anymore. Stood by the lakeside, moon in the lake was so beautiful yet I wasn’t in the mood to admire it.
Just hoped to have a passerby at this moment to talk to me, to ease the fear I was experiencing never in my life.

Never have this kind of desire, hoping to talk to a stranger. I stood still, I pondered.
If I could faced the fact, I could tell the truth, I could know what is weighing on my mind, I need not run away from it.

Running away wasn’t a brave act, thus it was representing I was gutless.
No gut to face whatever challenge is coming, whatever the outcome will be.

Not wanting to run further, trying hard to appreciate the beauty of the reflection of the moon, I tried. Never in life I find it so hard to catch attention of beauty to my eyes.

I sat down by the lake, I cried. Wasn’t in a very stable state to judge yet judgment was made. At this very moment, he appeared in my mind looking at me saying, “How sure are you that there’s no end to this route? How sure are you that the moon will not catch your attention one day?”

I have nothing but the lonely lake. I told myself I’m not sure whether is there an end to this route. I’m not sure whether the moon will be still as beautiful tomorrow. Maybe I preferred stars shinning high above the sky, which the moon couldn’t represent.

Explanations were all excuses, I admitted.
To end myself in a lonely forest with a peaceful lake, this is not my route. I refused to.
I do not want to have the moon in the lake as it will feel lonely if I leave the lake one day secretly.
I know I will leave the lake. Not because I prefer ocean, just not at the state of mind.

How wonderful if the moon and the shinning stars could stay forever together every night.
How wonderful if we will never see raining nights with no stars nor moon.
Nothing prefect is the reason why I don’t want to stay by the lake, don’t want to see the moon in it. Just me alone back to my hut I wish.

The forest is too big for me to explore. I have no determination that I could run round the whole forest, not mentioning to move to the forest abandoning my hut by the hillside with little imps staying around with me.

Awaking my thoughts, the emergency siren stopped. Yes, no longer dangerous alerting sign on my hut’s door. Although I do love the lake, I do miss the scene of the beautiful round moon reflection on the surface of the water, but I still want to stay in my hut for awhile more.

Just stay awhile, how long, I do not know.
Life goes on, I just want us to be happy.
I really do….

Thursday, May 18, 2006

G&Gs

Extracted from email...
Find this kinda interesting....

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When a guy calls u
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine,"
after a few minutes,he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

Girl facts:
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will bearound.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine,"
after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

smile til mad?


I tot I look scary...


I think I beta smile...


and smile...


and smile til mad...................

Monday, May 15, 2006

Origin of the Honeymoon Tradition

Today, the tradition of a honeymoon following nuptials has, long way from its original meaning. Today's "happy ending" to the wedding event is a far cry from its much different beginnings.

The word honeymoon has its roots in the Norse word "hjunottsmanathr" which was anything but blissful. Northern European history describes the abduction of a bride from neighboring village. It was imperative, that the abductor, the husband to be, take his bride to be into hiding for period of time. His friends assured his and her safe keeping and kept their whereabouts unknown.
Once the bride's family gave up their search, the bride groom returned to his people.
This folkloric explanation presumably is the origin of today's honeymoon, for its original meaning meant hiding.

The Scandinavian word for honeymoon is derived, in part, from an ancient Northern European custom in which newlyweds, for the first month of their married life, drank a daily cup of honeyed wine called mead. The ancient practices of kidnaping of bride and drinking the honeyed wine date back to the history of Atilla, king of the Asiatic Huns from A.D. 433 to A.D. 453.
So that leaves us with the question of where the "moon" in the word "honeymoon" originates.

One piece of folklore relates that the origin of the word moon comes from a cynical inference.
To the Northern Europeans the terms referred to the body's monthly cycle and, its combination with honey, suggested that not all moon's of married life were as sweet as the first.

British prose writers and poets, in the 16th and 17th centuries, often made use of the Nordic interpretation of honeymoon as a waxing and waning of marital affection.
Certainly we have, long way and there is a vast difference between the original meaning of honeymoon and its present-day connotation. The newer version is, of course, the more pleasant one!

Saturday, May 13, 2006

POSEIDON


It's New Year's Eve and festivities have begun aboard the luxury cruise Poseidon, at sea in the North Atlantic.

One of the finest vessels of its kind, Poseidon stands more than 20 stories tall, boasts 800 staterooms and 13 passenger decks.

Tonight, many of the ship's guests have gathered to greet the new year in style in the magnificent Main Ballroom. They raise champagne glasses as Captain Michael Bradford (ANDRE BRAUGHER) delivers a holiday toast and the band (led by FERGIE of the Black Eyed Peas) rolls into a version of Auld Lang Syne.

Meanwhile, on the bridge, the First Officer senses that something is wrong.

Scanning the horizon, he sees it – a Rogue Wave; a monstrous wall of water over one hundred feet high, bearing down on them with tremendous speed. He tries to steer the ship away from maximum impact but it's too late.



The wave strikes with colossal force, pitching the ship heavily to port before rolling it completely upside down. Passengers and crew are thrown into free fall, crushed by debris or dragged into the sea as water bursts in through shattered windows. Supports collapse, broken gas lines ignite flash fires and lights fail, leaving vast sections of the ship in darkness and chaos.

In its aftermath a few hundred survivors are left to huddle in the still-intact Main Ballroom, now resting below the waterline. They should stay together, the captain maintains, and wait here for rescue.



One man, professional gambler Dylan Johns (JOSH LUCAS), prefers to test the odds alone. Ignoring orders, he prepares to exit the Ballroom and find his own way to safety, but is collared by eight-year-old Conor (JIMMY BENNETT), who asks that Dylan take him and his mother Maggie (JACINDA BARRETT) along. Fast behind them is Robert Ramsey (KURT RUSSELL), anxious to search for his daughter Jennifer (EMMY ROSSUM) and her fiancé Christian (MIKE VOGEL). Only an hour earlier this young couple had found it impossible to tell him they were engaged and now face much graver challenges.



Wary of alliances, Dylan reluctantly leads the small band of survivors upward through the bowels of the ship. Those who choose to join them rather than wait below include a shy stowaway (MIA MAESTRO), a suicidal man (RICHARD DREYFUSS) who re-discovers his will to live and a young waiter with knowledge of the ship's layout (FREDDY RODRIGUEZ).

Determined to fight their way to the surface, they must forge a path together through layers of wreckage as the ship continues to sink. Bonds form quickly in this journey of vertical climbs, dead ends and sheer drops. And trust proves vital.
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dandan's view:
Overall:
Excitement *****
Expected next to happen *****
Touching moment *****
Storyline *****
Compare to Titantic *****
Effects *****

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

dandan's encounter..

dandan placed her leave application form on her boss desk yesterday.
Boss did nothing and put the form aside and continued with his busy routine.
dandan was quite upset for his act of ignoring this issue..

Thus, she wasn't very happy..
She was already suffering from emotional attacks the night before and
This really affected her badly..

No choice, she buried herself at work and when the dusk came,
she spent her night with her friend, taking consulting lesson..
Funny enuff, she did not feel very good after which..

But there's something which did lighted up her mood alittle later part of the night..
And the next moment before she knew, the dawn has come..

Awaking with a new brand new day, she feel restless still although she did not slept late...
Dragged herself to the office, she started her busy morning again..

As usual, she switched her handphone to silent in case of some evil personnel complaining..
She made herself a cup of dark coffee, placed on her table,
took a sip and forgot about it when she switched on her computer & started working..
Checking mails & mails, she did.
A daily routine she never miss..

Awaiting for her boss to arrive, she sit herself upright..
Yes, she feel tense.
She know it herself she should not be, but she just can't help it..
The presence of her boss, is like the presence of the demon..
[Following your god and you find your ways..haa..]

Fighting the wars endlessly and it was finally lunch..
Trying to relax abit, she lunch out with her colleagues today.
Ordered her foods, trying to put a spoonful into her mouth, her boss called..
Yes.. about work..
Kinda of stress, she feel.
On the way back to office, her colleague called..
And again, regarding work..
den to realise she's so silly to actually let her boss has her handphone number.
But if she don't give, she won't feel eased..
Confused, indeed.

But when one is down, she won't forever stay dat way.

In the noon, her boss suddenly asked her why she wanted to take leave for.
She answered nervously and the boss said this to her..
"Just go and settle your things tommorrow."
And he passed her back the leave form without signing it.

dandan feel so surprised and could not believe what she heard.
He actually let her go on leave and not deducting her pay.
[she's taking unpaid leave as she's not a confirm staff yet]

She feel glad..
She really feel so contented..
although it might seem nothing to others.

No matter how the boss treat her in future, she still want to thank him for this.

Thanks...Boss!!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Don't stay near me..

Feel so sucky today..
Headache..spinning round & round..
Cough...spreading virus....
I didn't invite both of u, did I?

Didn't manage to get a good night rest..
Don't know what am I pondering..
Nothing big deal, yet its seem heavy on my mind..

Tossing around did not help..
Eyes get wider instead..
Not a good idea to coax me, myself to bed, den I realised..

Brain, indeed hardworking..
Thoughts ran through again & again in circles..
yet they seemed miles & miles away..
Tired, indeed I was.
Helplessly can't control..
mind won..yes u did.

Make up a decision..
Yes, I did.
Mabbe not a good one..

Humans are selfish, don't they?
No emotional feeling anymore, I don't fancy you at all..
Stay away from me, I shall command you..
No offend, no revenge I plead..

Let my life be in peace & happiness..
In time to come, you will arrive, I know..
But why won't you arrive abit earlier..
Don't let me wander aimlessly, can't u?

I looked at the silent night..
Childish, I realised.
No motivation, no guts.
No strength to carry on..

Guess emotional is staying with me today..
No way to chase her away, I clearly know..

Everything is gonna be alrite..will they?

Monday, May 08, 2006

Not firm enuff I shall say..

I no longer know what I want...
Juz because a few words she said, I started to ponderz..
I started to give up..

Afterall, I do mind how people see me...
I do mind how they think about me..

It's kinda of saddening for myself..
I can't even follow my own heart and make my own decision..
Instead, I got swing about so easily..

Yes. She's right..
But I think else from her..
I believe in another world of my own..
I believe happiness exists in another way...

Whatever it is..
I will make a decision and hope I will not regret in future..

Saturday, May 06, 2006

toilet trip...


This is when one get bored..........
& start taking photos in the toilet.......
forgive me...

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Ah beng can read..so can I

Must be an Ah Beng to read fluently...........

Ah Beng was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1.

This is what he came up with...
1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep.
But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down.

The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me.
I run until I fall 6 and throw up. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to throw at him.
Then I took a 9 and try to stab him.

10 God, he run away.
So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven.
Next day,I call my boss and say I am 6 . He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asks me to climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand, I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.

Two Women Arriving In Heaven

Two women are new arrivals at the pearly gates and are comparing storie on how they died:
1st woman: "I froze to death."

2nd woman: "How horrible."

1st woman: "It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I began to get warm and sleepy, and finally died a peaceful death. What about you?" ?

2nd woman: "I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV.

1st woman: "So what happened?"

2nd woman: "I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic and searched, and down into the basement.

Then I went through every closet and checked under all the beds. I kept this up until I had looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just kneeled over with a heart attack and died."

1st woman: "Too bad you didn't look in the freezer -- we'd both still be alive."

Monday, May 01, 2006

Shopping at Toa Payoh

Its been so so so long that I've been to Toa Payoh...
Its so nice to shop & shop & shop!!
So happy shopping...

And I saw those blankets which are so so beautiful!!



I must be a very big mountain turtle not to know they're being display at the HDB HUB!!
But its okay..coz now I know it!! heez..

Really enjoy myself alot this few days..no more stress!! Happy dandan is Back!!

Guess what? hahaa..
I bought a couple of new BRAS!! haha!! Love them so much!!!
Also bought some new clothes..
Din know shopping could be so fun!!!!!
But once a while is okay..not alwiz la..
Will be broke very soon if I continue this way..
but no worry..no more shopping til next month le!!
Looking forward to next month........