I no longer know what I want...
Juz because a few words she said, I started to ponderz..
I started to give up..
Afterall, I do mind how people see me...
I do mind how they think about me..
It's kinda of saddening for myself..
I can't even follow my own heart and make my own decision..
Instead, I got swing about so easily..
Yes. She's right..
But I think else from her..
I believe in another world of my own..
I believe happiness exists in another way...
Whatever it is..
I will make a decision and hope I will not regret in future..
3 comments:
It is easy to say "don't let what other people think, bother you".
In practice it is usually harder. Nobody wants to be alone, an outsider, or seen to be doing something stupid or unpopular.
On the other hand, we also need to surround ourselves with people who support and encourage us. Not yes men, but real people who genuinely care about us and will speak honestly to us, but support us as we make our onw lives.
Take care and know that you probably have my support (ha ha, probably because I don't know what decision you are making).
Remember, we learn by doing, not by wishing.
Didn't Confucious say: "I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand."
Sometimes in life, certain things juz seem so uncertain..
Getting tired of those uncertain I'm facing..
I no longer feel the move, the strength, the energy, nor the urge..
Emotional I'm..
Trying to survive hard now..
I know that feeling well.
Existing wihtout knowing how to move forward. Without knowing how to enjoy. It lasted for over 2 years with me. It is something I never want to repeat.
I feel very sorry for you.
Just do your best to continue and eventually things will work out. Sometimes it just takes longer than we would like.
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