sometimes..

When I fall in love..its will be forever....
I sat on my couch on sat listening to this song....I tot,"who will fall in love and last forever?"
Its sounded so beautiful yet so far away.
When you fall in love at differ stage of ur life, you will have differ thinking..
When I was 16, I longed for the fairy tales love...
When I was 18, I tot love is enuff to outhold everything...

Christmas Eve

Tot today is christmas eve but I don't feel any christmas mood at all..
Abit bored..abit tired...
abit sick of celebrating this kinda of festival..

I prefer..YUAN XIAO den christmas!! I lOvE to eat Tang Yuan..hahahhaa

Aiyoz..me not christian mahz..used to love christmas alot..
One whole grp of friends hangout together..maybe old le..
dunno how to enjoy..
------------slap myself awake to continue writing..
Just went to roll call. Sister actually bought us christmas present.
It's a cute blue plastic rabbit.
So sweet of her. This year 1st christmas present.
Appreciate alot..
But the happiest thing today is.............I can go back at 12.30pm!!~
Dat's so wonderful....

I'm lost..

How will you know you're falling in love or you just want someone to accompany you?
I been asking myself..
I dunwan to hurt myself in a relationship..
I admit..I don't want commitment....
I admit..I like those care and concern from those people who come after me. ( Though I'm ugly n fat lah)
Well..maybe because of this, I've been thinking whether they chase after me is they really like me or for fun only.

Anyway, I serious enjoying my single life now and I dunwan anything to disturb my peaceful period of time..

Tot I've alot of things weighing on my mind, my brain still remain shut down condition..
I dun wish to think too much..
I dunwan to believe in wat people told me recently..
But on the other hand, I am afraiding its will come true..
Pray hard..everything will sail smoothly..
Luv you,
dandan@bendan.com

Totally give up..

Well, if friend is like this..I rather don't want. No point telling people things you're wrong and feel sorry abt the things you done yet infront of me act differently..

Maybe I think too much..I wouldn't know..
Maybe you said you didn't know I was there..
Maybe you tot it was no big deal thingy..why can't you said..

This is simple. If I as a friend of yours now remaining a very good friend r/s with your ex bf and I told people how nice the ex of your is, how u feel? And I know you do like your ex, how you react? Will you feel dat I did it on purpose?

Try to put yourself in my shoe and understand my feeling..I haf no choice to think this way..

Monday blue

Last night I hardly sleep and I'm here in NUH with sleepy eyes, switch off brain writing blog away..
Somehow or rather, I don't have Monday Blue..but I hate thursday..
Its like I have work 3 long days and I wake up on a thursday morning feeling its only the forth day.
Well, I am juz plain lazy to wake up early in the morning..
I like to sleep....
sleep sleep sleep..
hahhhaaa
but who don't like to sleep..tell me..I want to interview dat person..its so amazing when there's someone telling me he/she don't like to sleep..

Christmas

hohoho..Merry Christmas..

Friends ard me already start asking me how to I celebrate my christmas. My brain goes into a blank suitation..I only know I will celebrate my christmas with my good friend, Rachel.
We might go clubbing..we might not..we might chill out at home..maybe we simply go swimming..who know..
Anyway, Christmas is still a week from now..dunwan to have any planning lahz..
Me ahz..end of year, start to slack slack slack..no mood to work..how wor..sleepy everyday....

oh..wait.. i see a handsome young guy at my clinic..droolz..
haha..
I am back..I went to check his particular..aiyahz..he's seeing colon..not my room de..so disappointed..
He's tall, tanned, big size but born in 1985..
Too young.
Xiao di di la..
I go and peep on him le...bye ......

Doctor or ah beng?

All along I tot doctors are those high class one..dun speak hokkien..dun talk singlish..very SI WEN and well spoken types..

Haha...Wrong ley! All wrong!

One particular sunny beautiful afternoon, I was attending to a doctor in Plastic Generic Clinic . We were supposed to press the queue no for patient to take note its their turn to see us. So we pressed for this no 1445 for one particular lady and we waited but no one came into the room. So I went out to call for her name but no response. My doctor tried to call too afraiding the patient can't hear my voice. (maybe lahz..hehe) It was still the same. All the other patients from other clinic stared at us blankly which made us look like dumb dumb. By the way, this particular doctor is only 27 yrs old. A not-so-bad guy born in 1977. (smiling to myself tot...)

We proceeded to see the patient after her and we called her again but no reply too. This went on until 4plus. There's a knock on our door standing there a fierce lady shouting at me saying," Nurse ah, you miss my queue no ley! My appointment time is at 2.45pm. Now is already 4.30pm." She went on and on. I explained we did call her but she just won't stop her nagging.

So I told her to wait and I asked my doctor. My this born in 1977 doctor threw his case sheet on the table and shouted,"chee bye!" loudly. Can you picture the reaction of my cute round face? I moved myself away from him slowly. Shock!! shock!!

I think he did realised I got a shock. He lowered down his volume and asked me to call for the patient.
Wat an experience dat day.
But I enjoyed assisting to this doctor. He's nice..I mean..he's not bad..
The most saddest thing is ..he's married....

Friendship..

Recently I am troubled with the word,"friendship".
Friends...
How we define a good trustworthy friend...

Wat kind of person deserve us to treat them nicely and offer our help to them when needed..

What kind of friends we should keep a distance...and how do we see a person whether he/she's acting infront of us or he/she is sincere in being our long time good friend..

Some people come and know you hoping you will become his girlfriend one day and walk away if dat never come true...

Some people stick to some idiot guys who put on air with attitudes because dat fool is RICH..

Some people like to go out with some nasty friends who alwiz hang their vugular languages ard their mouth because they have a car...


But I just want a real good friend who really care for me..guide me through my life..telling me wat is right..wat is wrong...grow up together..sharing all happiness and sadness..
Is this too much I ask for?

I dunwan friend who treat me good infront of me...and stalk me behind my back and start spreading nonsenses abt me....NOT a SINGLE words from HER mouth is TRUE!!
I dun understand why she treated me this way..wat did I do wrong..

She was like so nice to me whether we go out..I treated her as a frenz who is hard to comeby..
Yet I realised all this..I realised she actualli dun like me...told pple bad things abt me...wanting pple to hate me too..yet on her side, she asked me out..but tell pple I find her 1st..
I guess she won't know how hurt am I when I heard all the things she said abt me...

How sad I was...
Maybe I shouldn't...
Maybe I couldn't....
Maybe this is the end....
I wouldn't know....
Still...May God Bless Her..

yawnz..

Hiatal hernia
Post necrotuc cirrhosis
viral hepatitis
bacterial hepatitis
Gallstones in; cystic duct, gall bladder
Colonic Polyps
Barrett's esophagus
Adenocarcinoma of esophagus
acute & chronic gastritis
divertivulosis of Colon...
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hmm..

hmmm........

Joanne holds keypoint's hand...

Miss ya ley..
=)