Monday, March 24, 2008

In memorance of him..

A friend of ours passed away on the spot at 2.50am due to motor accident.
Only age 22yrs old.
In memorance of him, 24.03.2008.

Heart doesn't feel good. It seem not real. Just like a dream.
But the fact is, he was really gone.
My mum didn't sleep the whole nite upon hearing the news at 4am plus..
He was someone we seen him grown up, just like a brother.

Saw his funeral juz now, but din go over as I cannot attend.
Friends feel sad about his sudden leaving.
The hardest person to accept I guess, is his mum.

Poor Yang mother..
I can't help anything..

Only alot of thinking about life and death..

Monday, March 03, 2008

Thoughts to be remember

Just come across my mind til I met this person..
I've decided to write down my thoughts in case I forgot years later..

I've met this person who is no manner, which make me feel dat I ought to teach my kid (If I manage to have one) the correct manner and the way to behave..

I will teach my kid to greet properly. Not greeting elder is a very rude action. In my past, if I never greet anyone, I'm sorry. It was a big mistake as it is very rude to do so.. I've learnt my mistake and I dunwan my kid to repeat the same.

Of course, I will teach my kid not to bully anyone. If she/he did, I will definitely punish her/him.. It is a very wrong act for a kid to do so as well. But if my kid is being bullied, I will teach my kid to tell me who bully him instead of she/he trying her/his mean to revenge. Of course, I will teach my kid the proper channel to handle this kind of tyrant.

Most imporantly, I will definitely not allow my girl to stay at her bf's house when she turn teenage. If they really want to spend time together, come to my house instead.Same apply to my boy, NO GIRL ALLOW TO BRING HOME FOR STAY. He can go over to her house if her parents allow him to do so..
Why?
Cause I know the feeling of being called a slut for staying over at bf's house. I dun feel good, especially it was the bf's mum who said so.. My mum did scolded me when I was young for staying at bf's house, I ignored her advise and I regretted it when I grow old..
Well, to avoid all the above nonsense, NO STAYING AT BF'S HOUSE OVERNIGHT!
Now when I tot back, it is really not very good for staying at bf's house, cause girl never know how his family think of her..and den it leave a bad impression..

Actually, no one is born perfect.

I'm an easy forgive and forget person, but I dun like others to frame me, accusing me. I can easily forgive a person when she/he apologize.

But nowadays, I get paranoid easily.. I keep think of people is trying to talk bad about me, trying to frame me, dislike me... Den I will do things to let them know I know wat they are talking about me and I dislike them too... And the actually fact is, it might be nothing to do with them at all.. IT IS MYSELF GETTING PARANOID! Thinking of people hating me!

I asked doctor, he said my illness would caused such imagination. Am I going mad?
I guess I'm going to be crazy soon...

This is the 3rd person who let me go crazy by her behaviour, and I clearly know she might not be talking bad about me...But another part of me keep telling me she is spouting nonsense about me right now.. what should I do.... I take my medicine as usual, but my illness seem not recovering...

Should I see the doctor again? I dun like to be like this.. I dunwan to treat anyone badly and hate myself after the incident.. but I really cannot control my emotional..

HOW??????

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Hot topics this week!

Public not told of detainee's escape earlier to avoid causing panic: Police

Police Special Operations Command and Dog Unit personnel at Peirce Reservoir at Old Thomson Rd. -- ST PHOTO: LAU FOOK KONG

POLICE on Sunday said the public were alerted to terrorist leader Mas Selamat Kastari's escape from Whitley Road Detention Centre only four hours later because they did not want to cause 'public panic'.

Their first priority was to secure the checkpoints and the possible areas that the Singapore leader of the Jemaah Islamiah terror network might have fled to, Police Assistant Commissioner Wong Hong Kuan told the media at the Special Operations Command at Queensway Base.

While the border controls were being set up, the next focus was on moving resources to the scene of the escape to cordon off the area and carry out a systematic search, which is still on-going.

'Our focus in the first few hours is to ensure that all these were done,' said AC Wong.
'It was a decision taken that we need to be sure of the parameters and what is actually happening before we give out information to the public.'

"If we just give out information that he is out there, it may cause public panic.
'The issue is more about what sort of credible infomation you can give to the public so they can help police in our search effort in a very short span of time.'

Police said Mas Selamat, detained under the Interal Security Act since 2006, broke out of the detention centre at 4.05 pm last Wednesday. The media received a brief statement on his escape at past 8 pm.

About an hour after the daring escape, the manager of a petrol kiosk on Whitley Road said he saw a man resembling Mas Selamat limping up a flight of steps on a hill slope near Malcom Park, leading to the Bukit Brown Chinese cemetery.
This lead prompted the police and security forces to set up a huge cordon around the area and an intensive search. The fruitless hunt was called off after two days and moved to other areas.
'At that point, we had credible info that he was in the Malcom Road area and the priority then was to conduct the search,' said AC Wong.

'As the search was going on, the press release was being prepared to inform the public what else they should look out for and how they can assist police in the search.'
He acknowledged that the 'window of opportunity was not huge by any measure' as there was a 'very short time lag' for the police to swing into action after the detainee bolted.

AC Wong said if a fugitive is determined not to be caught, he could go into hiding for weeks.
There will be no let up in the search for the escaped detainee, he said.

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Ytd reported JI could be hidden at Bukit Batok area..... AND DAT IS MY AREA!!!
haha.. but fear not, coz I'm everyday at home, 12pm to 12am!!
I will not call Police if I saw him, unless there is reward!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!