Xmas coming

Isn't it fast?

Xmas is coming soon...

Hmm, how I wish I could have a great Xmas with my hubby..

But guess it is a no-no as I can't really join big crowd for countdown at the Orchard Road to see the beautiful lightings along the road

Because whenever I go out nowadays, I will get breathless/diddy/weak/no-strength...

Reason for diddy; Realised during Sept when I had a big fall due to diddy, seen doctor and test shown that my sugar level is low.

And another thing happens on me since March..
My ear infection, I haven't recover til now and the condition get worsen.

This wednesday I will go back for check to see if my condition become better after eating antibiotic.. If not, I will have to go for operation.

Thyroid condition has not been improving..

Doctor says I did not take good care of myself.

I admit that at times, I juz dun feel like eating medicine to make myself feel so sick..

I know I can't do that.. yet I still go stubborn..

I've to take so mani types of medicine, realli feel so suck that I'm not healthy at all!