Here I am...

Here I am..at the house of my very dear buddy....
But she went to bed le.. sobz sobz...
its 5.28am and yet I can't get to sleep..
And tml I'm gg swimming..
Do you think its still possible?
heez...
Bored to death le.....

Ytd I went ECP ley..
Tot I never stay long there but dat place give me a relaxing feeling but warm weather..
which is very not the good ley..
So I must remember from now dat BUs 401 actually is the bus to ECP not Bus 608 which have to walk in from a distance..


P.s : Fong, pls rem too okie? Its bus 401 ~~~~~~~~~

Question marks...

I’ve been wondering why I like green tea so much?
I’ve been drinking lemon tea until green tea appear..

Friend told me before, when u stuck to a drink for a long time, its mean you’re faithful..
Come on…. sound like a girl hoping for love all her life who will say such thing..

Sometimes faithful is not by speech, its by time that prove whether a person stay faithful with you or not..
Definitely its not by the habit of your drinks, the foods you choose to ate or the way you sleep..

When you fall in love with another person when you have a boyfriend, yet you want to stay faithful to the “another person”, is it wrong?

Then you says to your boyfriend,” I’m sorry. I fall in love with another guy and I want to stay faithful to him so I decided to breakup with you?”

How will you react to this?

I always believe that faithful is by your love, not by saying it out.
Believing your partner is far more den the word “faithful”.
But in the end if your boyfriend don’t trust you, every thing come back to square one.

Have you ever wonder?

Have you ever wonder why we feel happiness when we’re listening to love songs on a good day and actually feel sad on a moody day?

Have you ever listen to a song that make you shed a drop of tear as its too romantic, too similar to your own love story or rather bring back your sad past?

Have you ever wonder where human beings come from with heart, kidneys, lungs, etc?
This is a question I’ve been asking when I was a kid.
There’s many answer according to different religion beliefs.
Well, I dun wish to comment on which sound more logic to me as I dun have an answer in my mind…

Have you ever wonder why baby occur through making love?
Hmm….
Well, I’m not good in science when I do know that science did explain it well but why is this so? Why human bodies structure are in this way? Why huh?


Have you ever wonder why your boss must give you problem? Why can’t him/her give us a peaceful life and knock off saying remarkable comments by we praising them?


Have you ever wonder why your boyfriend ditches you and go for another girl?
Because of your bad character, mood swings attitudes or you yourself didn’t treat your boyfriend good enough to make him stay by your side?


Have you ever wonder why some friends treasure you a lot while some don’t?
Do some self-reflecting bah!!


Have you ever wonder why u crave for certain foods and drinks only? Your taste bud is special enough right?

There’s a lot of things for us to wonder wonder wonder..
This is life..

wonder..

Recently, we've been quarrelling too often which make me wanting to backout in this r/s..
I dun like to quarrel with him over different perspective, angles...different....watever..
I want a r/s which brings me happiness..Quarrelling only upset me and make me gif up..
Until yesterday, I really can't stand it anymore and bring out the word..I took all my courage to do so..but in the end..I lost the battle..he's too strong a player..

I noe..I noe he play real hard in this game wanting this round to last forever..I try hard as well..I tell myself I will try one last time..I will really play this game with my game fully until I dun haf the strength to move on..

Actually I juz can't accept the way he play this game..he insisted on his own move and forced me to follow in order to move on to the 2nd round..its hard on me when he himself din even realised..he promised to me on 15th Feb 2005..he will change..he will not do so anymore...
And I really hope to see a brand new him as I really love to be with him in this game....

Chinese New Year

THis year New Year, I only get myself $16 in total for 4 hongbaos...
Maybe as we get older, hongbao get lesser..
And we will start to hear relatives saying,"wow, ni de nu er zhe me da le, hai mei jia ah?" or rather..."how old le har? Got bf or not?"..."Aiyoz, 3rd uncle's youngest daughter oni 21, alreadi get marry le..have 1 kid somemore..why u nv buck up?"..."You ah..still young meh? the auntie's 1st son, same age as you one..rem.. also getting marry le."......

These aunties are so-called 3 gu 6 po!!
Really KPO to the extreme!!!

They made me feel so old..imagine on CNY 1st day i recieved all this comments..
Spoil my mood..how I wish I could tap their mouths or stucked it with Oranges!!

Oh Yeah!!!!

Its been long I din wake up so early in the morning..
This morning I woke up at 6plus...after getting myself ready..I make my way to NUH....
And...........................................
Its worth sacrificing my sleep hours....
I am back in NUH..working happily......but tired with sleepy eyes.....................

Sometimes in life, things are really unpredictable......
The impossible always become the possible..

Suddenly I miss someone terribly.....
=(

Miss me?

Me ah, never write blog for a few days le.. thinking will someone miss my daily routine? hehe.. =P
Actually this few days were great for me yet feeling troubled. Alot of thinking captured yet not solve out.

I've been thinking how to let myself know whether have I fall in love?
When I start to miss dat person everynow n den?
When I put his welfare before mine?
When I want to see him everyday?
I ask myself again and again..

I told one of my friend I dun wish to get marry with this current bf due to certain reasons.
She instantly said,"Then why are you still together with him? Why waste your time and his time and hurt both feelings in the end?"....... -_-
This set me on my bed thinking at nite...Ya....why...wat shld I do...
After so much thought, I still don't have an answer. Well, at least at this moment I'm smiling to myself whenever he call me...maybe this is enough currently.. eh...currently.... -_^

sometimes..

When I fall in love..its will be forever....
I sat on my couch on sat listening to this song....I tot,"who will fall in love and last forever?"
Its sounded so beautiful yet so far away.
When you fall in love at differ stage of ur life, you will have differ thinking..
When I was 16, I longed for the fairy tales love...
When I was 18, I tot love is enuff to outhold everything...