Feel so sucky today..
Headache..spinning round & round..
Cough...spreading virus....
I didn't invite both of u, did I?
Didn't manage to get a good night rest..
Don't know what am I pondering..
Nothing big deal, yet its seem heavy on my mind..
Tossing around did not help..
Eyes get wider instead..
Not a good idea to coax me, myself to bed, den I realised..
Brain, indeed hardworking..
Thoughts ran through again & again in circles..
yet they seemed miles & miles away..
Tired, indeed I was.
Helplessly can't control..
mind won..yes u did.
Make up a decision..
Yes, I did.
Mabbe not a good one..
Humans are selfish, don't they?
No emotional feeling anymore, I don't fancy you at all..
Stay away from me, I shall command you..
No offend, no revenge I plead..
Let my life be in peace & happiness..
In time to come, you will arrive, I know..
But why won't you arrive abit earlier..
Don't let me wander aimlessly, can't u?
I looked at the silent night..
Childish, I realised.
No motivation, no guts.
No strength to carry on..
Guess emotional is staying with me today..
No way to chase her away, I clearly know..
Everything is gonna be alrite..will they?
2 comments:
as i read ur blog, i keep blowing my nose..
TMD I kena flu too! ccb... ahhaha
There are some bad colds going around. I and my kids were sick for more than two months. Finally, I was on antibiotics for 20 days (my kids were on antibiotics too). Sofia is now sick.
As for your emotional state ... well, it is easy to say cheer up, tomorrow will be a new day and you will feel better.
Unfortunately, that is not always true.
I do hope you will feel better. I do hope you will find energy and strength, enthusiasm and hope.
Take care.
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