Sickening...

Since last wed I vomitted, I'm still sick..
Feel like vomitting, sore throat or rather seem to be something stuck at my throat which make me feel so discomfort.
Flu..running nose. Mild.
Headahce.. spinning. Hurt when coughing.
Coughing non-stop like having terminal disease.

And Dr.Choo only prescripted Maxolon (Metoclopramide) & SP Troches.
If its so simple to cure with this medicine, I will go buy those medicines ordy.
Sickening.
Feel the pain in the throat, especially in the morning when I wake up.

Not going to Dr. Choo next time round.
I'm speechless towards her.

Applied lot of Axe brand universal Oil..
Find myself smell like an auntie. No choice.

What's worse..the medicine makes me feel sleepy.
I can't concentrate on my works.
My eyes keep closing.
I try so hard to keep them open except putting tooth pick.

Sick is terrible.
My health is detorting.
Mabbe..I'm dying soon..
Ok. Not so serious, I know.

Mabbe..I'm fainting soon..
I wan to go home!!!!!!!!!!!

Better life..

I don�t know what I�m doing now.
I faced the stress..
I feel the loneliness..
I try so hard, just to get acknowledgement.
In the end, what will I get? It is still an unknown answer.
Pray for the better, I will. This is all I can do right now.

Sometimes, I just don�t know why am I living in this world.
Really.
I work, I go home, I go out with friends, I sleep, I eat.
This routine seems to be repeating more frequent den before.
It�s not that I�m not contented with current life.
It�s just that I will get bored. I will get sick of it.

Maybe people will say, do something to change it then.
But guess what, I even can�t bother to do anything to change my lifestyle.

I�m lazy for sports, lazy for coffee with friends, lazy to even login in to msn at night.
Basically I don�t have energy for anything.

Guess this is bad.
I know it myself.
Yet I can�t motivate myself to change.
God knows what I want.
Stress I�m facing basically comes from my parents.
Why?
I realized they are no longer the young parents I used to see.
They aged.
They really did.

I started to get worry over their welfare in their old ages.
I think a lot about how to improve their livings, my living.
Yet I only earn a penny.
I can�t even survive myself. How could I take care of them when they can�t work anymore?
Come to think of it, I�m really useless.
At the age of mine, I don�t even have savings in my bank. I can�t even give my parents anything. The other way round, they�re giving me instead.
They get worry over I didn�t take my dinner, didn�t sleep early at night which causes me to be restless in the morning. Worry over what kind of friends I mix with, over my health.


I want to give them good life. I really want to.
I started to plan a lot.
I want them to be able to enjoy their old ages.
I don�t want to see them still working when they reach 60.
I want them to be able to retire early.
But what can I do.

For my peanut pay, I can�t pay all the bills at home. For that is definitely not enough.
I can�t even feed myself.
I guess my parents are unlucky to have me as their daughter. Useless enough.

Just pray for better life. I wish.

New doggie...

This is my new doggie...
But..I'm scare of him!!
1st time having a boyboy doggie...feel so weird...


I still miss my gerger....
haizz..

Love & Marriage

A student ask a teacher, "what is love ?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question,
go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back.
But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, heknow he has missed the biggest one,
and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.


The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you
have already miss the person...."

" What is marriage then ?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back.

But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick.

" The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn....
you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage ."

B'day b'day of dandan!!

This year 2006... for the 1st time I feel like a princess, feel being loved by so mani pple around me.. feel so happy dat I nearly cry...

Here my Birthday Presents!! heez..

B'day Cake from Irresistible Grppyz!! Strawberry Shortcake!! Very Yummyz~~


My Melody Butter Cake by My dearest Colleague, Tiffany!!
There was a small Mango Cake by my another colleague, Christina too...but ate it up, forgetting to take photo 1st...

Presents presents presents!!! PINK Roses!! Love it so much!! Mp3 Player!!
This box looks so nice right..but the stuffs inside are stupid lor...................
See!! stupid rite? Juz becoz I like to eat 'em doesn't mean I wan 'em as my B'day Present lor...but there was a hidden present la.. its ANGBAO!! heez.. I juz simply love my friends so much... dunno how to express my gratitudez lah..

This book is given by Sandy!! heez..she know I love to read chinese book!!

A very Pink Pink bag by Christina!! I love it but dunno why my friends laff at it til one of 'em actually laff til cry when he made silly joke abt this bag.....



A B'day card by one of my guy friend! Hmm..kinda of touched when he actually draw...haha..though its look.....ok lah..

This card was given by Sandy!heez..she's juz so sweet!!

Lastly, really thanks those who remembered my birthday & wish me happy B'day by sms!! Its the thoughts dat count.......
I will remembered this year b'day for life!!

My 1st Birthday Present!

I received the 1st birthday present today!!
heez..so touched..
It was sent by post to my company...
I was so touched dat I keep smiling to myself when I opened the present..
And the present made me smile every more..
Its a Mp3 Player I alway want to owe one..
It's so amazing he remembered I wanted a Mp3 Player..and he bought me one for my birthday!

A very big thanks to him although he don't read my blog!!
Appreciate alot lot lots.....
Thank thank thankz...
heez..
Love it so much... +_+

stress

STRESS!!

sick

Was on 2 days MC last week...til now, still sick I'm...
down with migraine..
The pain is really killing me...
so much pain...
arghhhzzzz...
hurt....
hurt...
hurt..